We just had our first real volleyball class. It was tiring. I so suck at volleyball. You're not surprised, I know. Anyway, i'm on my 3-hr break and all I want to do is freakin' sleep. But of course I cannot do that because there is no legal place to sleep here. Oh, and yeah, I am at school. All i can do now is use a computer and do whatever I like with it. Yes, i like to blog things out.

You see, I've been losing myself for quite some time now. I'm not trying to be deep here. That's just the best statement to describe it.

I've been doing nothing but go with the flow. And believe me, it's not nice to have no direction. AT ALL. It might sound corny but I think that this NO-LOVELIFE-status is the real cause of everything I am experiencing right now.

Everyday, I wake up. I try to pray. I take a bath. I go to school. I eat. I go home. I watch TV. I sleep. AND I wait for another day. Everyday is like that. Everyday is that boring. I don't even use my cellphone AT ALL sometimes. As in, I don't even have friends to say kamusta to everyday. Believe me, Life is boring today.

Don't get me wrong, I am not bored and wanting to die. I am not. What I am is a girl who is struggling to find her life's meaning. AND YOU SHOULD HELP ME.